Change

Change... the only thing that is constant. If you could bank on it we would all be rather wealthy. And here it comes again.

I am going through a change. A change of thinking, feeling, of direction. It is past time to move away from the old and look to what might be in the future. Of course some things you just cannot and would not want to leave behind. Family for example. But this is not necessarily true for friends. When you find your previous common ground and mutual respect no longer holds, it is time to move on.

Nothing bad about this. Sad perhaps... but it is just the process of age and change taking effect.

On the whole my current mood is bleak. I cant find much in the way of fun and relaxation. Work is simply tedious. Home seems a place of anxiety. I cant place my finger on why or how. I know full well that quite often what you bring to a situation is what will mostly determine what you will get out of it. So I guess I will just have to 'think positive' even if talking about it risks extreme nausea. Bleurgh. OK enough of thinking positively... and 'embrace the wave'.

There are other changes around me at the moment. Not just the negative. All being well tomorrow I will be in possession of the first guitar I have purchased in something like 15 years or so. Needless to say, I hope I am not disappointed!

More and perhaps some photos later.